talk about kicking a man while he's down. after everything that has happened in the last couple of weeks with my Depression and Colitis, I get a phone call from my former employer (YBS) saying "we have calculated your final pay and you owe us £400". This was a bit of a blow to me as I can't afford my rent or council tax, I can't even afford my medication to treat my various illnesses.
This all leads me to believe that I was Hitler in a past life and am now being punished for my sins. I actually had the terrible thought of suicide today, I would never act on them but it scared me to even have a thought like that in my head. I really hope I have reached my lowest point in life now.
On a brighter note my mum is coming to stay for a couple of days to help me get through this. I think with the dream team that is my mum and girlfriend Lauren I should come out of this stronger than ever. I just need to get through the next couple of weeks and it will be ok.