Nervous

I’m going for me first CT scan on Tuesday and I’m nervous as hell! All I can think about is what if they find something. I have been waiting for this for the last six months so I should be excited and happy concerning the idea of a new course of treatment and a possible end to this. Unfortunately all I can think of is are they going to find a cancer. I do realise that this is not very likely due the amount of check ups and doctors appointments that I have had. Also I should mention that my arms are like pin cushions due to all the needles and there’s no wonder I’m a nice shade of pasty white, I don’t have any blood left in me.

Oh I should also mention scrambled eggs are not my friend.