So my 2nd surgery is coming up pretty fast. It is one week from tomorrow (March 4th). I can’t believe how fast time has gone since my 1st one. I’m not really nervous this one at all, and I’m almost excited, because I know after I get this one, I only have one more to go and then I can be done with all this! =)
Also, as some of you may know, my partner of 2 1/2 years left me a month ago, recently after my first surgery. I don’t know if he was open enough to tell me he couldn’t handle it all, but I figured it was that anyways. Unfortunately we are still living together, because I am on his insurance. And I also have to be nice to him, because I feel that if I’m a jerk (like a wanna be), he holds my future health in his hands and he could drop me off his insurance any time. So now I’m rushing to get through these surgeries before our lease is up, so we don’t have t0 sign a new one so I can keep the insurance. It’s all very frustrating, but I know it will be over soon and I will be happy and healthy in a matter of months and able to find someone that can love me for who I am (no intestine and all!).
My 3rd surgery should be sometime in May and I’m excited for that, because I will then have my bag off in time for summer and I can finally start excerising again and get back into shape. As of now, my plan is to do a trip of Europe. I got sick right out of college, so I never really had any time that I had no commitments. But now, I have no school yet (I plan on continuing grad school in 2010), I have no career (just a part-time job at a restaurant), and I have no relationship to hold me back. My life is totally open and I have the entire world in front of me to do anything I want. But planning this trip is crazy, so if anyone has any ideas of where I should go and what I should do, please let me know. I plan on going for at least 3 weeks, so I can have plenty of time to do alot.