Would Like Some Help On How To Over Come Constant Suicidal Thoughts
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Moron4392
Dear Sir or Mame:
Just would like to start off by saying thank you for taking the time to read this post.
I am 51 years of age and have been on my own since I was 14 and started working in an autombile factory when I was 22. During my last year there I was involved in a work releated injury that left me paralyzed from the waist down; {now I am wheelchair bound}. I have been this way for 8 months now. I tried living on my own for 4 months hoping I could cope with this on my own. But when I found out there were things I could not accomplish on my own I was forced to return to my parents residence.
This was not a pleasant return. I was not welcomed by them or my friends. They liked me when I was able to complete tasks for them, but now that I can no longer do this they openly told me that I was useless and I was not wanted around.
For the first month I just shrugged them off, but as the months passed and they kept telling me I was a total embarrassment I thought hey, SUICIDE is the way to go.
In the first 2 months I tried killing myself 4 times why I survived is beyond me. Then a part of me said seek help and live on.
Do you have any suggestions on how I can get rid of these suicidal thoughts. That is all I think of now, daily I try to think of ways to blow myself away. Maybe they are correct, maybe now that I am a crimp I am useless and not worth having around.
Alls I do now a days is daily think of ways to KILL MYSELF. Is there any hope for me, are there ways I could try to overcome these thoughts?
I SURE WOULD LIKE SOME HELP IF THERE IS HELP PLEASE.
I am scared and feel like I am in a dark room with the walls closing in on me and I really do not want that feeling, please help me. Would appreciate it.
Moron4392
Moron4392@sbcglobal.net
Posted by Moron4392
Dear Sir or Mame:
Just would like to start off by saying thank you for taking the time to read this post.
I am 51 years of age and have been on my own since I was 14 and started working in an autombile factory when I was 22. During my last year there I was involved in a work releated injury that left me paralyzed from the waist down; {now I am wheelchair bound}. I have been this way for 8 months now. I tried living on my own for 4 months hoping I could cope with this on my own. But when I found out there were things I could not accomplish on my own I was forced to return to my parents residence.
This was not a pleasant return. I was not welcomed by them or my friends. They liked me when I was able to complete tasks for them, but now that I can no longer do this they openly told me that I was useless and I was not wanted around.
For the first month I just shrugged them off, but as the months passed and they kept telling me I was a total embarrassment I thought hey, SUICIDE is the way to go.
In the first 2 months I tried killing myself 4 times why I survived is beyond me. Then a part of me said seek help and live on.
Do you have any suggestions on how I can get rid of these suicidal thoughts. That is all I think of now, daily I try to think of ways to blow myself away. Maybe they are correct, maybe now that I am a crimp I am useless and not worth having around.
Alls I do now a days is daily think of ways to KILL MYSELF. Is there any hope for me, are there ways I could try to overcome these thoughts?
I SURE WOULD LIKE SOME HELP IF THERE IS HELP PLEASE.
I am scared and feel like I am in a dark room with the walls closing in on me and I really do not want that feeling, please help me. Would appreciate it.
Moron4392
Moron4392@sbcglobal.net