For the last few days I have had dreams about severe pain on the right side of my stomach and needless to say it has me a bit paranoid. The internet is a great thing unless your overly anxious as then it becomes a surge of way too much information as my anxiety level has taken an odd dream an has blown it completely out of proportion. So now half of me is trying to battle the thoughts in my head and the other half is waiting for my stomach to explode.
Of course all of these new worries are really not new at all just the result of a brain that likes to pick things apart to the smallest degree and try to see it from all sorts of angles which ends up making mountains out of mole hills. So where does the root of my anxiety lie? Chances are it is part of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder where my brain is constantly aware of what is happening around me so I can react in the blink of an eye if need be, hyper vigilance is the scientific word for it which is a lot nicer than what I would call it. Take care