I can’t say that I have been doing well. I am struggling. Maybe it is the endless winter with storm after storm or the fact that Dad has been in the hospital or that work has been bad or that I am wicked lonely or a combination of them all. I think it is just a combination and I am worn down.
I am going to be 40 in a few months and I don’t want to be feeling this way. I have no energy. I called myself a sort of zombie going through the motions the other day. I don’t know. If I don’t take my migraine meds, I have headaches all the time. I can’t take it anymore.
I must take care of myself. Seriously. Why is this so hard?
I am just holding out for the weekend because mostly I have nothing to do.
Dad was moved to a rehab nursing home last night. It is depressing because it is owned by the same people that owned the one my Mom was in and it is like going back in time. I am hoping he will be out in 5 or 6 weeks.