Remembering back even to my childhood I don’t think I have ever really been a bad person.
I have made mistakes and some regrets like anyone else, but I would never change my life or the person I am today.
It is easy to have those feelings that you are terrible or hate yourself even, I have been there so many times I don’t care to remember.
Finding you are not such a bad person and in actual fact are only human, could be a massive learning curve for anyone.
We all will hurt someone, and we all will lie about something at some point but learning from these mistakes is what makes us unique.