Been a while...still figuring out what the heck to do with this blog. Been contemplating the wise words from friends about continuing on or letting it be. No decision yet as I feel I really still need an outlet - especially since I parted ways with the sleeping shrink.
Starting a new job at work tomorrow. Not supposed to blog about work (company policy) so I'll keep it high level and say it's a significant promotion and a great opportunity. Oh, and I'm deathly afraid of being the world's worst manager. I'm proud of me - maybe this is the change I needed.
Meanwhile, reflecting on the path that got me here, I'd rather have Calieb than a really great job.
Son has some heart issues now. We start stringing all of this together and I begin to get nervous. Heart, behavior, height/weight...hmmm. Crap, prematurity really screwed him!
7/31 - two years ago I took a home pregnancy test that came out positive. Sucks that Calieb isn't here.