The past is gone but something might be found To take its place Hey jealousy
~Gin Blossoms, Hey Jealousy~
Okay, I knew this was coming. My fertile sister-in-law is 17 weeks pregnant with her 2nd. I want to be happy for her, but I feel pretty crappy. Of course I get her email after returning from my therapy appt. Would have been better if she had sent it earlier so I could bellyache about it to someone.
My therapist, by the way, has decided I'm enough of a basket case of late that I need more frequent appts....and perhaps more meds. Lovely. I do like her. I hope she can help. I wish I didn't need her.
So yes, I'm relishing in one of the 7 deadly sins right now - envy. Envy and jealously. It hurts. Yuck.