On September 14th my best CF friend Lauren passed away. And I still can't really talk about it. I went to her grave both Saturday and Sunday and all I want to do is cry because I miss her so much, but I know she would want me to stay strong and keep on.
I wrote down some words today while watching TV - words that remind me of Lauren and how I feel about her death.
Empty - it's how I feel Laughter - it's what I hear when I think of her Brewers Games - she loved them so much Perkins - one of my favorite memories 65 Roses - we both have it Fundraising Queen - she had me beat Bloated Bellies - and that amazing picture of Laura, Lauren and Erin Birthdays - she never forgot one. Tears - I've shed so many
Lucky Ladybugs - we'll be forever Love - it's what she was all about