Oh the Holidays. A great time of year to spend with family and friends. I feel so blessed to have such a great family, new and old.
But with the happiness comes the sadness. And this time I don't mean Shawn.
I mean babies. Yes AGAIN with the babies. Holidays mean cards and pictures of moms and dads with their new babies and their old babies. And while I have two step children now, I don't FEEL like a mom. I don't have that connection with them that biological moms get. I want that feeling and I will never get it. It makes me sad.
So I need to suck it up, enjoy the time with the step kids and stop dwelling on the not's. My life is great. My life is full. My life is alive.