Days like today i just can't help but feel like even though i have hope to figure out my problem, its not going to be a reality for me. I have been like this for almost 4 years now, and i can't even remember what its like to be normal. I see a hip Doctor in NYC this month and i hope he has a promising news for me. I guess i can just hope.... My last visit to Goldstein last week he said that he has had a handful of patients that have had my problem and since have been fully recovered. If this happens for me i will send my doctors flowers every week and thank you cards... lol  I will really be sure to try to help others in this situation so they don't have to go in circles they way i have.