This is just a quick post to check in. I have found myself extremely emotionally drained of late. The stress of the last few years is catching up on me. That coupled with erratic mood problems related to this illness are a bit much for me at present.
I just haven't felt like blogging which is strange... I think I'm just a little numb and have no desire to talk about my illness. I'm taking some time out this week to really pamper myself and rest. I've got a cheap spa and hotel deal an hour away from here where I am going to go and stay for a few days.
I am thinking of going on antidepressants for a while as the inconsistency of my moods is just to hard to live with at the moment. I will be back with my doctor next week to discuss this.
There is a doctor in Belgium currently reviewing my case. I hope she will get back to us soon and I will know if she is going to take me on or not. I saw a cardiologist last week and he sent me for a stress test and an eco(this followed problems I've been having since two recent chest infections, which were viral). The stress test was tailored for me and I didn't have to do any running so it went really well. Today I'm feeling physically quite good so I was happy about that.
So that's it for now. I will be concentrating on building my emotional reserve back up. Hopefully I will be back more regularly to the blogging world soon.