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Stressful Dream & Sweet Dream

Posted Nov 20 2009 10:00pm

I had these dreams probably Monday or Tuesday while I was suffering the bad case of migraine.

The first one was stressful. I was going to the medical appointment, and two women gave me a lift. I cannot remember their faces, which is unusual for this kind of dream… I cannot remember why I accepted their offer at the first place, either.

It was hillside and the road going up was like a maze. Getting to the clinic from where I was would be very simple and we just had to take the first right before the maze part started.

She didn’t take the turn, but drove into the maze like road. I noticed her mistake and asked her to go back.

She didn’t. She kept driving further and higher onto the hill. It was her intention to kidnap me and keep me away from the medical appointment.

I was getting anxious and stressed. I begged her to take me back where I was. I didn’t want to be late for the appointment. And I didn’t want to miss the appointment.

I woke up with stressful feeling and still desperately wanted to get to the clinic.

~ * ~

Soon, I fell asleep again and had a kind of subsequent dream.

At the end of maze road on top of the hill, there was Japanese farm house site. Somehow, I knew the old farm house was an orphanage. I looked inside of the barn. It had tatami mats on the ground and metal lockers to separate each tatami mat.

The clinic’s Saturday receptionist came up to me and said it would give privacy for orphans. I was about to see Samurai.

Suddenly, the barn was an office belonging to the university I graduated. I had to update legal or technical information of three big files. I felt like changing a scene and grabbed the three files and a (probably a text) book and went to a canteen.

I found a table in the crowded canteen and settled myself to work on the files.

I saw Samurai walked into the canteen. He noticed me, but kept walking to the other side of the entrance. From the look on his face, I knew he wanted me to come with him. We looked out at the open space from the entrance, then he changed his mind to walk back where he came from. I walked with him.

We exit into uni car park. I looked down the hillside covered with thick trees. Construction people were cutting a big tree in order to expand the parking space.

They successfully knocked down a massive tree, it slowly fell onto the next tree then onto the ground.

I commented it was sad to see. Samurai didn’t really agree. I tried to explain the sadness in such beautiful tree knocked down. Then, I realised he knew what I meant and he was also feeling sad about it.

He grabbed a headphone and cassette tape player from his car. He had the shy and blushed smile that I like. He handed me the headphone. The part that covers ears were like stethoscope where touches patients. It was old, pinkish, orang-ish and reddish colour with embossed daisy pattern on the surface.

He put the headphone on me. He is still shyly smiling with the blush. He knew I will like whatever he is about to play for me. Somehow I felt it was a recorded message.

He pressed the play button and was carefully observing my expression.

I didn’t hear the message or the music. I woke up…

At least, I was feeling happy from it.

~ * ~

After this, I had another dream with happy Samurai. Unfortunately, I cannot remember this one…

Posted in Dream, ME/CFS
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