Not so 'Mrs Angry' this morning. Imploding into a morass of my own self-pity is not pretty. I felt better once I'd filled in my first online shopping order. And I asked Ex-Other Half to pop up to the chemist for me for a flucanazole. I think I've spent about fifty quid on the things in the last six weeks. It's a temporary fix until I can see the doc, and I do feel a bit better today.
There's a lot going on in my life which I don't normally share here and still won't. However, suffice to say I'm making adjustments, or trying to. The departure of Ex-OH means I'm doing all of my own cooking, washing-up, washing and shopping. That's a huge change in itself. I have some worries about close family. There are also some big decisions to make and challenges to meet in the near future, which, although exciting will test me to the limit.
I'm not surprised then, I'm retreating into myself and throwing symptoms.
So time to reconnect spiritually, think about what's really important and look out, not in.
There's a lot going on in my life which I don't normally share here and still won't. However, suffice to say I'm making adjustments, or trying to. The departure of Ex-OH means I'm doing all of my own cooking, washing-up, washing and shopping. That's a huge change in itself. I have some worries about close family. There are also some big decisions to make and challenges to meet in the near future, which, although exciting will test me to the limit.
I'm not surprised then, I'm retreating into myself and throwing symptoms.
So time to reconnect spiritually, think about what's really important and look out, not in.