Most of you know what it’s like when a friend has great
results with something and insists you try it. I usually balk. I’ve tried a
gazillion supplements and herbs and therapies. I try to be open-minded, because
I know that when one door closes another opens. But I’m too jaded after 25
years to run through every open door. I
look through it, to extend the metaphor, and if what I see looks inviting one
day after another, I walk through.
Done with metaphors. A friend who has chronic Lyme but not
CFS tells me she’s getting fantastic results with this water that’s impeded
“Uh huh,” I say, trying to be polite.
“You have to try it.”
Come on, I think.
“I’ll take a look at it,” I say. “What’s the website?”
The next day she calls, and e-mails that she let them know I
was going to call and that they’d be able to do a scan for me on Monday. I don’t listen to the voicemail and don’t
call back. But I do decide to look at the website.
I read what I can, click on one of the interviews, turn it
off after a few minutes. I am full of skepticism, but my friend is pretty
damned insistent. She’s so excited about
this technology that she wants to study it and master it and use it in her
healing practice. I won’t agree to a
scan but I do agree to a free 15 minute consultation. It’s the least I can do, right?
Before the interview with Carol, I ask her assistant to send
me a sample scan so I can see what I (might) be getting into. My suspicions are
confirmed. I look at the numbers in
every category and then at the scale on the bottom. I’m probably a -90 in every category.
Maybe just a -30 (=disease) in inflammation now that I’ve improved over
the past year. I tell myself I’ll try one bottle of whatever Carol recommends
for me and see how I do. If there’s a possibility it could make me less
sensitive to things that make a bed soft, I’ll go for it. Sleeping on a hard
aluminum surface is getting old. The
organic futons and the chem.-free 100% cotton blankets, even after washing, are
going back. Carol is a medical intuitive. I’m mentally ready to hear something
about my throat chakra –which I already know is giving me challenges and seems
to be the current locale for holding stress.
I’m browsing the product list when Carol calls. Her voice is nice. She starts relating
information about herself which I’ve already read on the website. I interrupt.
“I’m wondering which product would be best for me to start,” I say.
“Stress reduction,” she says right away, and my heart sinks. I know
I’ve been stressed out. Isn’t everyone
with this illness, especially when I get a reaction to something or other. The
night before last was particularly bad because I tried the blankets again.
It’s the same old thing.
But Carol goes on, and on, and before I know it, I’m
interested in what she has to say. She’s
picking up that I’m extremely sensitive, and that I must have grown up with
mold and either financial or emotional stresses (both), and she’s explaining
how this affects the energy and electrical systems in the body. It’s not hard science, but it’s making
sense. Before long, I’m ready to start
the entire program of four products that get dropped into water, one each
week. She isn’t persuasive at all, which
makes it all the more odd that I’ve had this 180 degree shift.
I ask for clarification about the stress reduction product.
“I don’t think you need that,” she says, now that I’m
picking up more about you. “You’re very
intuitive,” she tells me, “currently at 90%. When you finish our program, you
have the capacity to be up to 100%.”
How wonderful! The main benefit I’ve experienced from
the energy transmissions of Dahryn and Mahendra Trivedi is a huge shift in my
intuition, in being able to listen, and in having the courage to follow through
with what I need to do. I need that extra 10% so I won’t order
something else to sleep on that isn’t going to work out, I think. I tell Carol I’ll go ahead with the full
program, but I don’t think I need a scan.
“You don’t,” she says.
“I’ve already picked up that your ability to repair is at minus 90.”
OMG, I think, that’s exactly what I guessed. I’ve been
feeling her words penetrate into my heart chakra. I’m feeling full of love, a wonderful amazing
feeling, reluctant to get off the phone.
If I could feel this way all the time. “I don’t know why I feel
compelled to say this, but ‘I love you’,” I say.
When we hang, I’m smiling from ear to ear, my love and joy
are so great I want to hug the world. The sky looks bluer, the mountains more majestic.
Airborn like a helium balloon, I put on my swimsuit and skip off to the pools
thinking, finally,I’m going to recover
with this product.
It only takes a split second for that feeling to shift from
a dark thought. I can’t believe I just spent all that money on frequencies when I’ve
done that stuff before. I must be crazy.
And so it is, that sadness overwhelms me. Even though I lie out in the sun in air close
to 80 degrees. Even though the young woman next to me tells me she thought I
was a teenage when I was lying next to her with my face and gray hair covered.
Even though I still have the memory of feeling overcome by love. Even though
I’ve told myself to think positively….
I’m deeply aware that my belief system keeps me from
healing. I am doing better, but after 25
years, my identity has shifted to that of PWC with neurocognitive issues at
constant risk of relapse, now turned mold survivor. I wasn’t to think differently, but I don’t
Maybe one of the
products can help with that. Didn’t she
say there was one to clear emotional memories and beliefs?
(PS, the products arrived today and I’ll start them tomorrow
and write updates.)