No need to panic - this is planned! Kyle will be having his hernia repair next week! March the 4th. I can honestly say that i feel like he is ready. When I start to think of the ventilator side of it I can go from normal to panic in about 1 second flat - so those are the moments I stop pray over him. really and truly - and then I pray over me - my emotions and thoughts.
The Hermann tower at Memorial Hermann Hospital is still what gets me - I think it is going up those elevators - so many times confident that total devastation is what I would find at the top. A strong nausea and great anxiousness overwhelms me every time I board one of those elevators. Kyle's surgery is on the 2nd floor of that tower. So even though I know he is ready - I am a bit worried about my mental and emotional state that day. Good news is that we should be in and out before you know it. We will leave our house at 4:15 am! and should be home by 3 in the afternoon?! ish - somewhere around there! and so soon after this kyle is off of isolation!!!!
We are so close to freedom I can smell it -
so the pics and videos are coming soon - i am still trying to move in!!! sad, I know. but I will get there.
Just wanted to post to ask anyone reading to pray for kyle. I write this not even knowing how in the world all this works anymore. In fact it is kind of humorous to me that i actually really thought I did know at one time. hmmmm.... funny thought. Anyway - I still - with little understanding of who God truly is and how he truly works - I still ask you to go to him on Kyle's behalf. I desperately want him to come through this with flying colors!