Soulful eyes that speak volumes, but still luminous, oxygen entrails above his head, never more beautiful. Hands running through the softie bunny from the Flock of Swanns that he's had since he was last in intensive care, 2.5 years ago. How many finger movements have run through its silky side? Here after another harrowing intensive, percussive, breathing treatment and deep suctioning. Xrays are improving. No indication that this will stall the sleep study for decannulation as yet.
Didn't go home last night in the end. Forgot my key by the time I drove back to the house this morning. Fast asleep in the driveway in the car til Jennifer came to the rescue :-) Callum was in Jennifer's car chatting up baby Georgie but he didn't see me. Slept in my bed. Got up, wrote this and now off to see my Callum. This was my time for me.
Thank you everyone for helping in all your special ways, love Catherine
PS sorry about the repetition on the music. Beautiful piece, but will update one of these days.