I recently has my quarterly breakdown. However this one did not last a few days. I would say about 6-8 weeks probably.
I cannot even believe the person I turned into over that time and I apologize to any and everyone that was effected over my rage,depression and negativity. For those of you that continue to stick by me I am forever grateful. I often say I don't think I could be friends with me. You just never know who you are going to get from day to day. Everyone loves funny inappropriate Terri.Kind,helpful,loving Terri rocks. But too often lately..what's the point Terri has reared her ugly head and for that I apologize. It's not easy living in this...this...strange mind with the vicious tongue. I am fully aware that I can be mean, hateful and super negative. I blame it on social media. I used to be able to just keep it private in a notebook somewhere.
Now at any time and any place I can shout to the world that I hate, I'm mad, I hurt and they respond. It is by no means an attention seeking thing but more of a my God doesn't anyone hear me thing. I may think that somehow, someway if I get it out there someone will care, will help. I guess I don't know lately but I do know I've been awful.
I have had to take stock of my life, my relationships and my responsibilities and have had to let some of it go. It was not easy. Live your best life right Oprah? This is the hand I've been dealt and come hell or high water I will find a way to be happy about it.
So continue to bear with me please...I really appreciate it
I recently has my quarterly breakdown. However this one did not last a few days. I would say about 6-8 weeks probably.
I cannot even believe the person I turned into over that time and I apologize to any and everyone that was effected over my rage,depression and negativity. For those of you that continue to stick by me I am forever grateful. I often say I don't think I could be friends with me. You just never know who you are going to get from day to day. Everyone loves funny inappropriate Terri.Kind,helpful,loving Terri rocks. But too often lately..what's the point Terri has reared her ugly head and for that I apologize. It's not easy living in this...this...strange mind with the vicious tongue. I am fully aware that I can be mean, hateful and super negative. I blame it on social media. I used to be able to just keep it private in a notebook somewhere.
Now at any time and any place I can shout to the world that I hate, I'm mad, I hurt and they respond. It is by no means an attention seeking thing but more of a my God doesn't anyone hear me thing. I may think that somehow, someway if I get it out there someone will care, will help. I guess I don't know lately but I do know I've been awful.
I have had to take stock of my life, my relationships and my responsibilities and have had to let some of it go. It was not easy. Live your best life right Oprah? This is the hand I've been dealt and come hell or high water I will find a way to be happy about it.
So continue to bear with me please...I really appreciate it