Withdrawing

I am struggling with this overwhelming need to withdraw from people, even those I am close to. I don't want to go to church, don't want to go to home group, rarely post at the boards I have been at for years.

As things change with these disorders, and I count the hours in the fight to get through the day, I don't have it in me to talk to anyone. I don't want to deal with people any more.

I want to run away, hide in a corner, disappear.