Its been 4 days since they removed the chemo pump and I feel just awful.... walking is a great task, all I do is sleep or sit around in a daze. Food does not taste like food. I have no appetite whatsoever. Eating is no fun. My body is weak, my mind is mush... Sometimes I feel like screaming,other times, I want to cry. Its a difficult time right now.... 9th chemo done, then what? 3 more to go......and then?????? Who really knows.... its hitting me hard Most times, I feel alone, sad and getting depressed Its beautiful out but who wants to go out?
Its been 4 days since they removed the chemo pump and I feel just awful.... walking is a great task, all I do is sleep or sit around in a daze. Food does not taste like food. I have no appetite whatsoever. Eating is no fun.
My body is weak, my mind is mush... Sometimes I feel like screaming,other times, I want to cry.
Its a difficult time right now.... 9th chemo done, then what?
3 more to go......and then??????
Who really knows.... its hitting me hard
Most times, I feel alone, sad and getting depressed
Its beautiful out but who wants to go out?