I spent most of my day at my parents. My dad has a cold as well and he did not look good, I am worried. He is 85 and not as strong as before, he stayed away from family today, did not want us to catch his cold, mind you I have one already. I felt real bad for him today. The cold is hitting him hard. This season it seems colds are taking a toll on people, it is for me and my dad. Tomorrow is pet scan day and not looking forward to that, it scares me what they will find. It will be my first pet scan since this nightmare started, on the 19th will be 1 year since I was diagnosed. It seems just like yesterday, the diagnose, surgeries, draining of the lungs...chemo etc.... but it has already been almost 1 year. My sore hands and feet are a constant reminder of the fact I have cancer. I feel terribly weak these days don't know if its the cold or somethingelse. Having good health is the best thing one can have in life, once our health fails, its a different life, attitude. I now realize life ain't easy for a lot of people out there.