Well back to work in 4 days. I will be working Monday, Wednesday and Fridays for a few weeks, maybe until after my second surgery the second week in March. I think this will work out great, as I will have Tuesday to rest after Monday, Thursday to rest after Wednesday and the weekend to rest after Friday. I am still tired, but like my mom always said, I just have "tired blood".
I have noticed that some of my friends do not email or call of late. I just hope they do not feel awkward talking to someone with ‘CANCER’. I remember back in the day when you didn’t discuss the C word. I remember that people actually thought they could catch Cancer from someone. Thankfully, we have been educated over the years and know this not to be true. However, I do find that people tend to avoid you once they find out you have cancer.
I understand. You really do not know what to say. I know you feel bad, you want to cry and feel sorry for me, but that is not what I want or need. I need my family and my friends. I need everyone that loves me to be positive about my health, that after this next surgery, the cancer will be gone, for good!
I really believe in the vibes of positive thoughts and prayers. So please keep the positive coming my way!!