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Fat Lips and Cancer

Posted Feb 06 2010 12:09pm 1 Comment

This is not MY lipbut it is a fat lip

Not BinaryBiker's Lip

I have a fat lip – and it’s making me nervous.

Yesterday I discovered what felt like a small lump below my lip.  It was painful to the touch.  It felt like an ingrown hair along the shaving line of my bottom lip.  Throughout the day I felt it and it was sorebut there was no visible sign of the zit or ingrown hair.

Thenlast nightmy lip started to swell.  Within an hour it looked like I has been punched square in the mouth.  The entire right side of my lower lip was puffy and swollen.  It was not sore to the touchbut it looked really bad.

The swelling starts right where the “ingrown hair” is and spreads to the the entire right side of my lip.  Coincidentallyit’s swollen in exactly the same spot I had a pretty painful cold sore a few month ago.  That got me to thinking; I have squamous cell carcinoma.  I have cancer – it started in my tonsils and spread to my lymph nodes.  As those of you know who follow my blog you know I had surgerychemoand radiation and have had two clean scans behind me since.

I have another scan coming up in 30 days; my next 6-month set of scans.  Readers of my blog know that I get really anxious at about this time.  I start seeing cancer in everything.  I freak myself out with even the tiniest of symptoms.  This is no different.

My fat lip has me really freaked out.   I couldn’t sleep last nightat all.  I was up all night looking up signs of lip cancer.  You probably won’t be surprised to know that lip cancer is squamous cell carcinoma – the type of cancer I have.  Lip cancer is also called “lip gloss” cancer because too much lip gloss on the lips over time magnifies the sun’s harmful rays on the lips and can lead to this cancer.  When I found that out last night that lip cancer is the kind of cancer I have,  around 1:00amI really started spiraling into anxious despair.

I went to a website and the key sentence that started freaking me out was:

The most important lip cancer symptom is the presence of a lump on the lip. The lump may be painless or may cause pain sometimes. Any sore may appear on the lip or inside the mouth which doesn’t heal at all. (source)

Lip Cancer

Lip Cancer

Wow.  My cold sore never seemed to have healed completely.  It healedbut the skin/scar seems a lot “weaker” than the surrounding skin on the lip.  So I went looking for pictures of lip cancer.  I found a lot of obvious and disturbing images which don’t look at all like my lipbut then I found a picture like the one depicted to the left.  The scar let by my cold sore almost looks like this.

So you can imagine what was going through my mind last night.  I saw another bout of cancer treatment on the horizon.  I saw more surgerymore radiationand maybe even more chemo.

I have no qualms about the battle if I do have to start again.  I have cancer.  This is what I do.  I am a survivor.  But I realized a couple of things that really worried me:

  1. I don’t have disability insurance any longer.  I am on my wife’s insurance right now.  As CTO for a small company I could price them completely out of being able to provide other employees insurance.  If I took company insurancetheir rates would skyrocket and they would be forced to stop offering it to anyone.  All because I have cancer.  (this is why we need healthcare reformpeople.)  My wife’s healthcare coverage is excellentbut since I do not work for the company I do not have disability.
  2. If I do have cancer in my lipI am nervous about the surgery to remove it.  Part of my lip would be taken away.  I don’t want to look like Quasimodo.  ShallowI knowbut there it is.  I dread the thought of having surgery on m lips and the body image I will have afterward.  It would not be at all like the body image issues I had with my radical neck dissection.  It would be worse.

As the day has gone on I have seen a reduction in the swelling.  The ingrown hair is hurting like hell and I can see that the swelling begins from exactly that point.  I think I am freaking myself out for nothing – the more I look at it the more it does seem like maybe it is just the swelling from the ingrown hair pushing blood and fluid into the lip.

Rest assured though that I will be calling my doctors on Monday.  Even if the swelling goes away it is vitally important to noticelogand inform my doctors of any abnormalities in my earsmouthnoseand throat.  I have cancer – I have to suspect EVERYTHING.

I hope this is just another case of pre-scan anxiety.  But whatever it iswith my wifefamilyand friends behind me I will face it head on.

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Wonderful experience coming to this site! I have bookmarked it. Thanks a lot! Clinical manifestations of lip cancer vary from individual to individual; they depend up on the stage of the cancer and its extent. I have read one article about Symptoms of Lip Cancer at http://www.lipcancersymptoms.net/Lip-Cancer.html Do you think these symptoms are must?

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