It's already been a year since I was diagnosed, hard to believe, 1 year already. I still have my cold, its taking a long time to go away.....but feeling slightly better, my hands are still causing me much pain, was at hospital and they told me to massage my finger tips and hands, should help. Wow, are they ever painful and numb, weird feeling difficult to describe. Did my pet scan, tomorrow I get the results......I am a little worried, who would not be. The weather is getting colder and seems the home is even colder..... winter is fast approaching us. I am not sleeping all that well, coughing a lot, a little stressed. My cancer therapist asked me to go see her tomorrow after my results, in case its bad news. I guess that is all for now.