A Day Spent at UFPTI (excellent); My Mind (agitated)

Give me a break.

Give me a ****ing break.

What I should write about is today.

I am going to be a part of a study.

My radiation will be paid for by University of Florida Proton Therapy Institute.

I got marked up today. Had four different kind of CT "simulations."

It's fine. It all went really fine.

I had a nice dinner with my dad.

I'm at my mom's now, in "my room."

I hate my life! I feel so trapped.

I hate everything.

I really miss getting high.

I miss a lot of things.

Privacy for one thing.

This is too much.

My heart is too broken.

It makes sense that my body is too.