Tamoxifen on hold

I am feeling much ambivalence towards the Tamoxifen.

I have cut off my breast, poisened and burned my body and if that hasn't killed the cancer.......?

I did not have a problem doing chemo and radiation and Herceptin for short periods. But Tamoxifen daily for 5 years? It does not sit well with me.

Chemicals - chemicals - chemicals.

So I have shelved it for now.

My poor body (and mind) need a break from this fight. A pause. Some breathing space.


L