Salam Syawal,
It's been weeks that I didn't post any entry in this lovely blog... not that I'm still in raya mood... just that I'm a little bit busy with my work... I won't talk about raya, as last raya was the "hambar" raya I've ever had... my mom was sick... followed by I had an eye infection.. but Alhamdulillah, we are ok now... mom's getting much better, and I'm still healthy.
As October is the Breast Cancer Awareness Month, I really hope that all of us never miss to do the BSE. Please click
here on how to do your BSE. Early detection of breast cancer (BC) can save our life. I actually detected my weird sign of BC during the monthly BSE. A small drop of blood suddenly came out from my right nipple... then, from there, I've been through a battery of tests until the doctor confirmed it was BC, and I never ever believed that, at that time, because I have no family history of BC at all, I'm 31 years old, still young, and I lead a healthy lifestyle, I always eat daily supplement....and why me? I really thought that I was going to die! I cried the whole day! But Alhamdulillah, my husband and my girls are my strengths. I woke up and never cried again... I have been through mastectomy, chemotherapy, radiotherapy. Despite of a lot of uncomfortables, I'm getting healthier and better... I considered myself lucky since my BC was in an early stage, as it has not been spread to other part of my body... yet.. But I really thanked myself for doing monthly BSE and made a huge decision about curing the BC! I really followed what my heart said, and I was damn sure that it was the "nur and hidayah" from Allah. Syukur Alhamdulillah...
Actually, today is really a special day for me... 10 years ago my husband and I were married... and until now, we're still happily married, with two lovely princesses, and we pray that our love will last forever... This morning I asked my hubby, what do u want for our anniversary... I'm so moved that his answer was,"Sayang, your health is the most precious gift I've ever wanted". And he once said, " Sayang tau tak, ada satu benda yang Abang tak sanggup nak hadapi dan memang tak bersedia nak hadapi dalam dunia ni?" I said, "Apa dia?" "Abang tak sanggup hadapi jika Sayang tak ada kat dunia ni... Abang tak boleh hidup tanpa Sayang" I was so really touched by him that I couldn't stop my tears...huhuhu.... I always pray to Allah that He will lengthen a little bit more time for both of us so that we could see our two angels grow up, and we both really want to grow old together! His love and our 2 girls are the best gift I've ever had in my life.
I once heard about a story of a mom with 4 grown up boys. She was always stressed out because her boys always messed their living room with dirty shoes. She then went to see a psychiatrist. Then, the psychiatrist asked her to close her eyes and imagine that her house was so clean and neat. The mom was so relieved and happy. Then, the psychiatrist asked her again to imagine that no one else stayed in her clean and neat house, except for her, because the boys were gone!! No more dirty shoes in living room! Are you happy about that, asked the psychiatrist. And now, she just realised not to look at the negative sides, but turned it to positive! She never ever stressed out again, but loved more her boys...So, moral of the story is, always be thankful... bersyukur... positive, optimist, and spend every single moment that we have with our loved ones....
Ya Allah, kekalkan cinta kami di dunia dan akhirat. Ya Allah, masukkan kami ke dalam Syurga Firdaus Mu agar kami dapat terus bercinta selama-lamanya. Aminnnnnnn
It's been weeks that I didn't post any entry in this lovely blog... not that I'm still in raya mood... just that I'm a little bit busy with my work... I won't talk about raya, as last raya was the "hambar" raya I've ever had... my mom was sick... followed by I had an eye infection.. but Alhamdulillah, we are ok now... mom's getting much better, and I'm still healthy.
As October is the Breast Cancer Awareness Month, I really hope that all of us never miss to do the BSE. Please click here on how to do your BSE. Early detection of breast cancer (BC) can save our life. I actually detected my weird sign of BC during the monthly BSE. A small drop of blood suddenly came out from my right nipple... then, from there, I've been through a battery of tests until the doctor confirmed it was BC, and I never ever believed that, at that time, because I have no family history of BC at all, I'm 31 years old, still young, and I lead a healthy lifestyle, I always eat daily supplement....and why me? I really thought that I was going to die! I cried the whole day! But Alhamdulillah, my husband and my girls are my strengths. I woke up and never cried again... I have been through mastectomy, chemotherapy, radiotherapy. Despite of a lot of uncomfortables, I'm getting healthier and better... I considered myself lucky since my BC was in an early stage, as it has not been spread to other part of my body... yet.. But I really thanked myself for doing monthly BSE and made a huge decision about curing the BC! I really followed what my heart said, and I was damn sure that it was the "nur and hidayah" from Allah. Syukur Alhamdulillah...
Actually, today is really a special day for me... 10 years ago my husband and I were married... and until now, we're still happily married, with two lovely princesses, and we pray that our love will last forever... This morning I asked my hubby, what do u want for our anniversary... I'm so moved that his answer was,"Sayang, your health is the most precious gift I've ever wanted". And he once said, " Sayang tau tak, ada satu benda yang Abang tak sanggup nak hadapi dan memang tak bersedia nak hadapi dalam dunia ni?" I said, "Apa dia?" "Abang tak sanggup hadapi jika Sayang tak ada kat dunia ni... Abang tak boleh hidup tanpa Sayang" I was so really touched by him that I couldn't stop my tears...huhuhu.... I always pray to Allah that He will lengthen a little bit more time for both of us so that we could see our two angels grow up, and we both really want to grow old together! His love and our 2 girls are the best gift I've ever had in my life.
I once heard about a story of a mom with 4 grown up boys. She was always stressed out because her boys always messed their living room with dirty shoes. She then went to see a psychiatrist. Then, the psychiatrist asked her to close her eyes and imagine that her house was so clean and neat. The mom was so relieved and happy. Then, the psychiatrist asked her again to imagine that no one else stayed in her clean and neat house, except for her, because the boys were gone!! No more dirty shoes in living room! Are you happy about that, asked the psychiatrist. And now, she just realised not to look at the negative sides, but turned it to positive! She never ever stressed out again, but loved more her boys...So, moral of the story is, always be thankful... bersyukur... positive, optimist, and spend every single moment that we have with our loved ones....
Ya Allah, kekalkan cinta kami di dunia dan akhirat. Ya Allah, masukkan kami ke dalam Syurga Firdaus Mu agar kami dapat terus bercinta selama-lamanya. Aminnnnnnn