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Sunshine after the Rain

Posted Aug 23 2008 10:25pm

Cry baby

“Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion.” ~Steel Magnolias

When I read Terri Reinhart’s story, For Crying Out Loud , I cried until I laughed.

I never used to be one who cried. During my pre-Parkinson’s days when I was a Certified Public Accountant, I never cried for 15 years. Of course as an accountant, I seldom laughed or expressed much of any emotion.

The “gift” of Parkinson’s opened up my tear ducts. Now…

I cry at weddings.

I cry at funerals.

I cry when I talk about having Parkinson’s Disease, and I cry when “I don’t want to talk about it.”

I cry when waiting for approval of my disability benefits, and I cry when the benefits are approved.

I cry when I do amazing things such as dance with the Rockyettes and climb the vertical ladders at Mesa Verde National Park, and I cry when I think of the future without these activities.

I cry when people are kind and cry when people are cruel.

Perhaps I have turned into a Cry Baby, but that’s okay because I am emotionally healthy now. Opening up the flood gates has allowed the full expression of ALL my emotions. Laugher through tears is my favorite, like sunshine after a hard rain.

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