Oh, lord, I am so tired. I have been waking up early – the good news is, I’ve been getting in bed earlier, too. But MAN am I tired.
I’m disappointed that I didn’t get my (re)testing done this past week, but it’s just as well. It gave me a day out of the office, when I worked at the local library and thought about the direction my life is taking… and I rekindled some more interest in a project I started working on, then forgot about.
I’m feeling a bit out of sorts tonight. Mostly because of good things. The work situation is improving, with better opportunities apparently around the corner for me. It’s taking me by surprise, the way things are happening, because the group I’m with as unfriendly and sometimes hostile as they’ve been towards me is apparently being diluted and possibly broken up (thanks, I think, to my boss’es boss’es hostile attitude towards HQ you know, the people who can fire us).
It’s interesting. But it’s also a bit confusing at times, and to be quite honest, tonight I’m content to be just another TBI survivor trying to keep my system balanced in the face of a lot of stress and strain, keeping myself as chill as I can, because I’ve been babbling a bit more than I’d like to, lately.
People have been looking at me strangely, and I don’t blame them.