So Tired Of The Steroids!!!

I really need to get off the steroids, but I tried to go down to 6mg again today and the headache was back.  Of course I didn't get much sleep last night so that might be part of it, gonna try again tomorrow, but still.  I really need to get off these steroids.  I am constantly eating and yet constantly full!  I feel miserable!  This is not living!  There is no quality of life here, I am alone and miserable and broke and have nothing to look forward to except maybe someday I will feel better?  I am the fattest I have ever been in my life and I have no energy to do anything, mostly because of lack of sleep.  I thought I had the whole sleeping thing under control but last night I was up again many times to go to the bathroom!  I don't get it!  UGH!!!!!!!!!!  I want my life back!  Or at least A life!  All I did today was eat, watch tv, eat, surf the internet, eat, do online surveys, eat, try to find other ways to make money online, and eat and watch more tv!!!!  Oh, and yell at my cat for being in my way!