It is going to be a long night. I hesitated to post this ...Lately I feel a little on the "needy" side in my blog. But then again..I know so many of you care about Philip and would want me to share...
Philip is having a very hard evening. He had a really bad seizure and it has taken a lot out of him. He is in alot of pain and not feeling well. He is now maxed out on all the meds he can take...This puts us in a bad place.
My heart is hurting tonight. I just do not know what more we can do to help with his pain. It is hard to see my first born son suffer and hurt...I wish I could take it all from him.
Seems like things are hard right now..and I am having a hard time talking myself out of the fact that I want to scream...ENOUGH.
So instead I have talked softly to God and told him I am tired and weary and feeling weak tonight. I can feel her heard my prayers.
Philip is having a very hard evening. He had a really bad seizure and it has taken a lot out of him. He is in alot of pain and not feeling well. He is now maxed out on all the meds he can take...This puts us in a bad place.
My heart is hurting tonight. I just do not know what more we can do to help with his pain. It is hard to see my first born son suffer and hurt...I wish I could take it all from him.
Seems like things are hard right now..and I am having a hard time talking myself out of the fact that I want to scream...ENOUGH.
So instead I have talked softly to God and told him I am tired and weary and feeling weak tonight. I can feel her heard my prayers.