The new doc who put me on this diet and who has actually been listening to me called me this morning to tell me he was dropping me because I could not afford to pay him the rest of the money I owe him, $400. I paid him over $2000 and he leaves me hanging with this diet! I thought he was a good guy. He is not forcing me to pay the $400 I owe, even though I signed a paper, so at least I have that, but it pretty much means all the money I spent was wasted! I am so sick of getting ripped off in life!!!!!!!!!!! I don't feel any different than I did when I first went to see him, no, thats not true, actually I feel worse! And right now my head is killing me and I am so bloated I feel like I am going to explode! The head pain should make tomorrow easier. I have PT so I am going to go to the ER afterwords to try to get my MRI. If my head feels anything like it did today I won't be lying! And its weird, my throat feels swollen, I feel like I'm wearing a tight chin strap and its choking me and making my head hurt at the same time!
Everyone keeps telling me I need to stay positive and look at all the good things I have in my life. I say what good things? I have my cat, my parents, a roof over my head- though I'm not sure for how long because I am pretty broke, a car that is on its last legs, a few friends nearby who help me out from time to time, and helpful neighbors. That is all I can come up with. My bad things list is a mile long!
Everyone keeps telling me I need to stay positive and look at all the good things I have in my life. I say what good things? I have my cat, my parents, a roof over my head- though I'm not sure for how long because I am pretty broke, a car that is on its last legs, a few friends nearby who help me out from time to time, and helpful neighbors. That is all I can come up with. My bad things list is a mile long!