I cannot for the life of me get comfortable here. Any way that I try to sit makes me terribly uncomfortable. The internet here sucks, its free wi-fi, but I even tried tethering my cell phone to my computer and I can't watch videos without major buffering and they don't have many tv channels so I am stuck inside the RV all day with not much to do and I feel horrible! Right now I have that feeling I have mentioned before that there is a strap under my chin choking me and I am having trouble sitting up straight without tipping over! My parents want to take me to the store tonight, and I want to go, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get back in the RV if I leave! I am so miserable all I seem to do is pee and cry!
A woman who works here came over the other day. She does this thing called the Body Code, its a spiritual/ holistic type of thing and I did feel really good after she left. She said she wanted to work with me more and she was supposed to come by today but she hasn't shown up yet. I hope she does because I would like to leave the RV! If we do go out, my parents bought me a wheelchair so pit will be easier on me at the store, its just a matter of getting up and down the steps of the RV.