Maybe I Should See My Doctor About Social Security
Posted Apr 28 2010 8:42pm
I was in the kitchen today cleaning my cat's water dish and my left side started to cramp up so I tried to stretch it out which made me dizzy. I have felt like crap ever since. And I totally OD'd on Benefiber! I have been so bloated all day I feel like I am going to explode! I used a tablespoon instead of a teaspoon! UGH!!!!!! Anyway, about the doc thing. If I can't even clean my cat's water dish how am I supposed to be able to work on a job! I am almost out of unemployment too. I really fucked up, I should have applied for SS a couple years ago when my tumors were bad, now they are shrinking which might hinder my chances at qualifying for SS. I have never applied because I just desperately wanted to work but realistically I know that I can't and now I am really getting scared and I know my parents can't help me financially anymore. I don't know what I am going to do if I can't find a job that I can do. I have a few orders for my necklaces, but thats not going to pay my bills. Though my friend who ordered one did say she might have some more people interested. Would be nice if I could make a living like that for awhile.