I click on my own blog and I do not even know the person I was ..or is it I do not know the person I am now? I really am going to start blogging again. I am. But I am scared...scared so many will not like the new me...or will not come back. I am going through some hard times. They are not easy or pretty . They may not end up in a pretty little package and already some have judged how I should handled them. The funny thing is. They are not the ones dealing with them, I am. So here I am. Here to say. Things are hard . They are not pretty and I am making some very hard choices. I could use some support . You do not have to pat me on the back and say great job, but at the same time do not beat me down..Do we have a deal?