Crying

I'm sitting here crying because I feel like nothing ever goes the way I want it to. I know that many people probably feel this way, but it really feels that way. I just got off the phone with the company that is making my new brace, the KAFO. I told the woman that the insurance company has requested more info from my doc and that it may take a few more weeks to get autho for it and that I would like to give a credit card so I could get the brace ASAP. She said no problem about the C.C. but that they are really busy and it doesn't look like I can get my brace until Monday. Now I know my brace is ready and I told them that I was gonna call the insurance company again today and they knew I was prepared to give a credit card but they went ahead and scheduled all these other people ahead of me so I have to wait until Monday. I really need to do my laundry! It has now been over a month since it has been done because mom did it a couple days before she left. I am just so afraid to carry the laundry basket full of clothes down the stairs. Carrying stuff up stairs I can do, I have been doing, I find a way, but down the stairs is different, I have less control. I don't want to wait until Monday for the brace, but I guess its not the worst thing that could have happened.

I also got a call from my Radiation Oncologist's office. They need me to do another MRI because the images from my last one do not match up with the images of the CT they did so they are having a tough time planning my treatment. I am waiting for a return call to find out if I need another blood test or not and to see where I can get the MRI because I need to get autho from my insurance co. and they have to apply for it, not something I can do. I hope this doesn't push back my treatment date.