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shrinking by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine My world feels as if it is getting smaller once again. I guess in so many ways it is. Last week, I began to live outside my room. Ventures to the local pub, trips to the ... Read on »

Possibilities. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I have begun writing about this admission. But it is an overly long entry and I have not finished it yet. But I feel the need to publish something tonight. This admission ... Read on »

Him by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine This is probably going to be a load of ramble and completely out of place. May not even make sense without context. Its strange the way he makes me feel. Makes me w ... Read on »

Not part of the plan by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I am still here. I have such a long entry that I need to write. Each time I build up the strength to write something else comes up and takes the wind out of my sails. B ... Read on »

Hide and seek Mr graft by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine It's part midnight and all around me are snoring. I'm tired yet I can't sleep. This week has been tough already. My tube came out as planned on Wednesday and within an ... Read on »

The big one. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine To say that I wasn't scared would be a lie. I had my week away and got back late last night. Unpacking and repacking was not the thing I wanted to do very much as exha ... Read on »

outlook by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine My post lately have drifted towards the depressed again. I make my life sound awful. But its not. I just tend to write when I have a lot building up and need to get it out. ... Read on »

Because of you by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Its been a funny day in the land of my moods. I had a dream last night, I dream a lot and very vividly, I think that is part of what stops me wanting to go to bed in the ... Read on »

buh bye brain by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine My brain sometimes decideds that it has had enough. On days like this, it just deserts my body and my thinking. On those days, it can be odd, the thinks that my mind comes ... Read on »

roundabouts by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine My mind is in a mushy phase and I am not sure if I can explain it. Things right now are not ideal. I think everyone knows that. Right now, I am spaced out and tired. My p ... Read on »

Love by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I seem to be having a philosophical week. forgive my ramblings (And mis spellings, I usually write before nebs, not after, unlike tonight and so my hands are shaking more t ... Read on »

Desire. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine No matter where I am in life, what I am doing, my mind strolls back to the same thought. I have talked about it many times and this is going to be yet another entry about t ... Read on »

Normal never existed . by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Every wish you could be someone else? Just for a short time, a day perhaps, just to see the sort of things that run through another persons mind. And you would think, that ... Read on »

Timing by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Its been an odd few weeks. Firstly was the anniversary of Eva's passing. For someone who I never met, I am still in disbelief at the amount she touched my life and I often ... Read on »

fun weekend by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I had an amazing weekend. My parents were away and my niece came to stay. I think she got to know me a lot better than before. More so the real me, not the me who has to w ... Read on »

purple by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine There once was a time when I read all the blogs that I followed, usually within an hour of them being posted. The inspiration, the words, the pictures, used to be what I thr ... Read on »

home by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I am writing this from the comfort of my own bed. Yay im home. So do I feel much differnt? Its hard to explain. I am coughing once again, and as odd as it sounds, it f ... Read on »

Thinking by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Well I am still in, which I am not as upset as I thought I would be.] The other night when I couldnt sleep, turned into a full night of being so wide awake, more awake than ... Read on »

It's 3 am and I can't sleep. ... by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine It's 3 am and I can't sleep. As I approach the 2 week mark on this admission and prepare for discharge on Monday, my system is super saturated. It's pumped full of steroid ... Read on »

Hospital chronicles by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Things have settled. I feel calmer. The last week was difficult, I know I could have handled it better, but that dosnt mean that I am not proud for how far I have come in a ... Read on »

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