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Bitter_Angel

Liverpool, United Kingdom
IM A 23 YEAR OLD FEMALE STUDYING FOR A FOUNDATION DEGREE IN COMPUTERS. I HAVE VARIOUS MEDICAL PROBLEMS INCLUDING TRACHEAL STENOSIS FOR WHICH i HAVE A RESECTION AND RECONSTRUCTION. I HAVE HAD A LIVER TRANSPLANT. I ALSO SUFFER FROM SOME MENTAL HEALTH CONDITIONS, INC. BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER,... Full Bio
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Survivable by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I thought it was time to get some stuff off my mind again.  Writting does help, so does ignoring everything and pretending its not happening, but I know I can only do that s ... Read on »
Rebuilding by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine The day I was stabbed, was the day I died. The Kim that was lost, was not the one that was found. Everything that was once familiar, became unrecognizable. The face I saw ... Read on »
how long? by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Its 2015 and as I look back on this blog all I can do is wonder how on earth it has been 18 months since I last wrote. Time is like sand, running through my fingers while ... Read on »
The 3 Hs, happy, healthy/ish and holidays. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Speaking of bucketlists, I also go to meet and shake paws with an old english sheep dog and attended Creamfields where I watched Avicii live. I am curren ... Read on »
fears by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I have written so many entries and half entries. Some I have fell asleep whilst writting, some just never made the cut, some I have gone to post, but just didnt. But tonight ... Read on »
Future progress and opportunity. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Things continue to go on the up and right now. I am feeling good and steady within myself. I have set myself small goals that I am achieving. Getting up at a resonable time ... Read on »
Im ready. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I havnt posted in a while, I guess I have been trying to get a handle on where my life stands and how I feel about it all. Last week, I had a panic attack, only a fairly ... Read on »
Take a breath and let it go by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I feel fine. I feel happy during the day, occupied and my mood is fine. But it gets to night, and I cant bring myself to wind down to sleep. Its silly oclock by the time ... Read on »
Rock and a hard place, but its not to bad. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Ive been meaning to write for a few days/weeks now. But the words have been lost to me. In here, I often talk about how I feel, but right now, I dont know what I feel. I gue ... Read on »
wonderful time to be alive by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Im a bit of a geek for saying this (and I may have said it before) but it is such a wonderful time to be alive. The rate that technology advances and the things you can do w ... Read on »
in out away and back again by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine   6 week interval between posts isn't bad for me. But, I will say this, what a few weeks it has been. Ive had sick time, fun time, exploring, bonding, near 999 call, mo ... Read on »
I be back by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Ah, so you may or may not have noticed that I am back! :) Court went well, with no problems like I have had previously, but this isnt some place where I can discuss that. ... Read on »
Temporary by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine The main purpose of this entry is to say that I will be temporarily deleting/hiding my blog for about 10 days in the not to distant future. I have something big coming up an ... Read on »
The past (contains abuse) by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I am pacing myself and still doing well. My mood is good and my health is stable and for that I am most thankful. It makes other things easier to face. And example, tonig ... Read on »
Life progression by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine Im still out of hospital. Thats not to say that I am better and well, I still have a lot of issues, but right now, they cant do anything to fix things, so I have opted to o ... Read on »
You only miss the sun when it starts to snow by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine                                     Well you only need the light when it's burning low                                            Only miss the sun when it starts to snow ... Read on »
aw heck by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine I keep forgetting to write. Well not so much forgetting, in that deciding not to for various reasons. But writting used to be healthy for me. The place where I got things ou ... Read on »
going slightly crazy. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine The last month has been one of the longest I have had to go through in so long. I have scraped the bottom of where I stand, faced a few truths and evaluated where I things a ... Read on »
Messy by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine The last few days have been a roller coaster of emotion that I am only just beginning to come down from. I feel that I have been balanced on a needle point, starring into ... Read on »
Another life down.. by Bitter_Angel Posted in: Blog Posts in General Medicine From the very start of my medical escapdes, my mum has called me a cat. to her mind, I have lives like a cat and that is how I have dodged so many potential life ending even ... Read on »