Work Panic

Ok, so this is your warning:



WATCH WHAT YOU ASK FOR!



I asked for a job.

I wanted to work.

I got a job.

Now I don't want it.



I am petrified! I really am. I'm due to start on Monday as a leasing consultant which is totally new territory for me.



The title scares me.

The 9-5 day scares me.

The being told what to do scares me.

The having to do that annoying fake laugh scares me.



I'm only doing it to get active a bit and stop touching our savings, but I really don't want to show up!



Hubby says I'm having anxiety about new stuff. Yeah, yeah. I know that I should embrace it as an opportunity to do something new and learn something new.



But that's the thing: I don't like NEW ! I don't like NEW people either. (My co-workers would always tease me about my inability to tolerate new-ness. (



Yeah, I know that new is good, but new is change, and I only want the change I want! (FOOT STOMP!)



There. I said!



I'm hoping hubby will give me permission to skip it. I doubt he will :-(



Gratitude Moment: I'm thankful that I HAVE a job to turn down.