I have no intention of hurting myself. I just for some strange reason have the topic of suicide in my head. It freightens me because maybe I'm subconciously thinking about it, but I am NOT! I am stable with my meds..600 Trileptal, 400 Lamictal and 300 Welbutrin XL. I get plenty of exercise, (marathon runner), and have a wonderful family...just very concerned.
I think that every person that suffers from bi-polar disorder has a subconcious suicide plan even when they have no intention of carrying though with it. I have always had one, and I have no intention of ever going through with it and I think of it when my life is going well. I think it might even be some kind of subconsious fear of going back to the way things were before.
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Posted by DavidBrooks
I have no intention of hurting myself. I just for some strange reason have the topic of suicide in my head. It freightens me because maybe I'm subconciously thinking about it, but I am NOT! I am stable with my meds..600 Trileptal, 400 Lamictal and 300 Welbutrin XL. I get plenty of exercise, (marathon runner), and have a wonderful family...just very concerned.