As of late, I have been terribly depressed. I am overwhelmed and really tired. I want to just walk away from everything and not have to be a part of anything. I know I cannot do that, but it doesn't stop me from wanting to. I have been trying, albeit half-heartedly, to find a psychiatrist. I called another today and I hope to hear back from his office soon. Otherwise, I know it is just going to get worse. I cannot let that happen. the children and T need me and I have too much to do to have a break down.