I’ve got an all genre radio station going on across the room right now but at least it’s pretty quiet. I also know it’s not the upstairs tenant as she would not be up at this hour. I am also experiencing tinnitus as well so there may be a correlation but not necessarily–too tired to look it up right now.
Yes..crazy radio station! Rock, Cheesy Commercials, R&B, Blues…so far not any 80s, stuff I grew up with. Bummer.
I don’t hallucinate. But you know? This is kind of weird. I thought for just a nanosecond of the tinnitus, this and childhood. Something seemed a bit too familiar. Egad! Tinnitus…ear infections…psych problems…? Who knows?
No, all of this seems or seemed somehow very familiar. Eerily. Very spooky. But I can’t REMEMBER my childhood! This may be a VERY good clue, though. It may fit in with the seizures too? Who knows.
I guess I should speak to Merlin #1 about this? And yes, I’ve had tinnitus all my life. It’s not a med thing for me. Perhaps that may mean that is physiological. Or the stress is making me mental. Or the stress is making my body screwed and me mental–both!
What are we playing now? I should just grab my headphones but I’m too tired. Oh, it’s a live concert but I can’t tell you who the artist is.
Wow…I keep posting and not responding! I swear, nobody’s been forgotten! None of you!
I just thought this one was really important to post as it was happening in the moment and for content as well. Maybe I could have written it better later but as it was here and now? I don’t know. These things are so hard to understand if you havnt’t experienced them, don’t you think? Again, I don’t know as I don’t hallucinate.
EDIT: Now there is a pub (thankfully not busy) across the room. Still, music on and getting louder, competition with the sports volume on the televisions.
FURTHER EDIT: Now there’s a huge footy game just behind me.
I think I am going to have to force myself to watch some television just to battle sounds and get them out of my head.
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I’ve got an all genre radio station going on across the room right now but at least it’s pretty quiet. I also know it’s not the upstairs tenant as she would not be up at this hour. I am also experiencing tinnitus as well so there may be a correlation but not necessarily–too tired to look it up right now.
Yes..crazy radio station! Rock, Cheesy Commercials, R&B, Blues…so far not any 80s, stuff I grew up with. Bummer.
I don’t hallucinate. But you know? This is kind of weird. I thought for just a nanosecond of the tinnitus, this and childhood. Something seemed a bit too familiar. Egad! Tinnitus…ear infections…psych problems…? Who knows?
No, all of this seems or seemed somehow very familiar. Eerily. Very spooky. But I can’t REMEMBER my childhood! This may be a VERY good clue, though. It may fit in with the seizures too? Who knows.
I guess I should speak to Merlin #1 about this? And yes, I’ve had tinnitus all my life. It’s not a med thing for me. Perhaps that may mean that is physiological. Or the stress is making me mental. Or the stress is making my body screwed and me mental–both!
What are we playing now? I should just grab my headphones but I’m too tired. Oh, it’s a live concert but I can’t tell you who the artist is.
Wow…I keep posting and not responding! I swear, nobody’s been forgotten! None of you!
I just thought this one was really important to post as it was happening in the moment and for content as well. Maybe I could have written it better later but as it was here and now? I don’t know. These things are so hard to understand if you havnt’t experienced them, don’t you think? Again, I don’t know as I don’t hallucinate.
EDIT: Now there is a pub (thankfully not busy) across the room. Still, music on and getting louder, competition with the sports volume on the televisions.
FURTHER EDIT: Now there’s a huge footy game just behind me.
I think I am going to have to force myself to watch some television just to battle sounds and get them out of my head.
Posted in ADD, Aspergers, Bipolar Disorder, BPD, Cranky, Facts About Patient Anonymous, Fiction is Stranger Than Life, Health, Life is Stranger Than Fiction, Medicine, Neat Neuro Stuff, Therapy