People from the hospice have been out here twice in as many days. Even though they’ve yet to do anything I couldn’t or wouldn’t do, it’s a big help, emotionally, to have them over. Don’t really understand why unless it’s that I feel like I’m less alone with the whole ordeal. We’re just getting started with this but I couldn’t be more pleased as of now.
I seem to be a little run down, probably because of the Sis visit and Grandmama’s turn for the worse. I had trouble getting to sleep last night. When time to fall out and report for life arrived, I sure as hell didn’t want to do it. Wouldn’t have under almost any other circumstances.
So far this morning I’ve knocked back nearly four cups of coffee and a glass of sweet tea. I’ve started working up yet another tune. Don’t really feel much like playing/practicing in the mornings. Might be a better time to try and write. Music and early are mutually exclusive I’m afraid, at least for me. One of the many things that I don’t begin to understand. I think I’ll crash for an hour or so, if my mind will cooperate. The world may still be here when I wake up. (Damn.)
People from the hospice have been out here twice in as many days. Even though they’ve yet to do anything I couldn’t or wouldn’t do, it’s a big help, emotionally, to have them over. Don’t really understand why unless it’s that I feel like I’m less alone with the whole ordeal. We’re just getting started with this but I couldn’t be more pleased as of now.
I seem to be a little run down, probably because of the Sis visit and Grandmama’s turn for the worse. I had trouble getting to sleep last night. When time to fall out and report for life arrived, I sure as hell didn’t want to do it. Wouldn’t have under almost any other circumstances.
So far this morning I’ve knocked back nearly four cups of coffee and a glass of sweet tea. I’ve started working up yet another tune. Don’t really feel much like playing/practicing in the mornings. Might be a better time to try and write. Music and early are mutually exclusive I’m afraid, at least for me. One of the many things that I don’t begin to understand. I think I’ll crash for an hour or so, if my mind will cooperate. The world may still be here when I wake up. (Damn.)