I am so desperate, I just need someone to tell me I have the strenght to go on right now. To tell me how much it's worth it, to remind me of my loved ones, just to help me hang on. I am at the verge of reaching the bottom, I am shaking, I am having one anxiety after another. I know I need to go to the hospital, but now so many people need me. Somebody give me the strenght to hang on just a little longer til I can get the help I desperately need. My body is overcome with shaking, I break out crying all at once and the onlyone aware of whats going on is my daughter. My husband came into the room where I was and threw up his arms and walked out. Please, please someone tell me that I can hang on just a little bit longer. I have to, I have no choice. But I cann't do it on my own and right now I feel like I have nobody to turn to, when my husband looked at me and threw up his arms and walked out of the room like he had gave up on me, that spoke volumns. He's getting tired of dealing with a bi-polar wife and I feel as if our days together are numbered.
I am so desperate, I just need someone to tell me I have the strenght to go on right now. To tell me how much it's worth it, to remind me of my loved ones, just to help me hang on. I am at the verge of reaching the bottom, I am shaking, I am having one anxiety after another. I know I need to go to the hospital, but now so many people need me. Somebody give me the strenght to hang on just a little longer til I can get the help I desperately need. My body is overcome with shaking, I break out crying all at once and the onlyone aware of whats going on is my daughter. My husband came into the room where I was and threw up his arms and walked out. Please, please someone tell me that I can hang on just a little bit longer. I have to, I have no choice. But I cann't do it on my own and right now I feel like I have nobody to turn to, when my husband looked at me and threw up his arms and walked out of the room like he had gave up on me, that spoke volumns. He's getting tired of dealing with a bi-polar wife and I feel as if our days together are numbered.