There are so many things going on in my life right now. I can't even read the paper without my hands shaking so bad. I've been sleep more than normal and I loose my temper. I can't concentrate on the things I really want to do. Why?
It just started happening. It should be good. I got my Social Security Disability approved along with Social Security Income. That's the good part. The bad part is my mom and dad thinks I can spend all this money. Mom comes in my room, "SweetHeart, remind me how much money do you get?" I keep telling them this money is for two purposes. Going to see my new grandson and to take care of my self not to spend it on just anything. I want to learn out to management it. I've never had to chance. Some bill collector is always wanting it. Including now. When I had the car accident the other car involved got paid for, but the people are coming after me for money the involved. I've already filed bankruptcy so what's next! My bipolar is not at rest right now.
The one thing I do feel I need to do is join a yoga class. I have gained so much weight. I need to see a doctor because I have high cholesterol and high sugar. I wonder why?
It's hard when your the daughter and caregiver at the same time for two parents who have Alzheimer's and then I have this nagging bipolar. I never no when the bipolar is going to get me as well as my parents.
Lord, I need your help again, along with my angels. I need to peace in my life or I'm afraid I'm going to have a heart attack. I don't want that to happen until I see my new grand child in January. Pray for me.