I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror. Half (I think a bit more) of the eyelashes are gone from my left lid, and a little less than half are gone from my right lid. Lately during the day I have been pulling them out, but it wasn't totally out of control. Well last night I was half awake/half asleep and I vaguely remember picking at my face, some pimples that are there, and pulling at my eyebrows too, and then the eye lashes. Again and again at the eyelashes. What on earth?!?!
Now I look like a retarded alien.
I need to up my Lamictal, and well... it looks like instead I will be running out in a couple of days since my pdoc is a jackass/moron. He didn't do something he needed to do on the Rx so it's costing me $100+ for the Rx. Ummm I don't think so.
Yesterday and the night before I was extremely tired, even with Adderall (about 10-20mg per day) and last night I went to sleep at 8:30p, woke up at 7:30a, was still exhausted (took 7 mg Adderall and was still beat), so I slept again until 11:30 when I got up.
I have so much to do this weekend. And all people I have interacted with in person have not made anything any easier. I do think I will hole up in my room with my school crap and tell the rest of the world to go away.