It’s day two of the three day holiday weekend and all is well. I think that I’ve actually slept the last two nights is counteracting some edginess I’m feeling. The edginess is almost certainly the result of the Welbutrin coupled with the reduced dose of Seroquel. Much preferable to the zombie doldrums I was living just a week or so back. I’m hoping that awareness of my shorter fuse will help me counteract any potential incidents. If I’ll slow down and think before I speak I’ve got a chance.
Went to the grocery store with Mom this morning. Didn’t phase me. Lots of times that’s a deal breaker, whether it’s due to irritability or depression. I almost enjoy going on days when it’s not absolutely run over with rednecks. I think the natives are recovering from yesterday so they aren’t charging the retail outlets first thing.
Today I guess I’ll play the guitar. I’ve made considerable progress, technically speaking. Don’t seem to be inspired to write much of anything though. Unfortunately I work strictly off inspiration. The perspiration always follows the muse. Sweat rarely gives rise to creativity, at least not in my case. In reality I’ve never been prolific. I was just hoping to move in that direction, mostly because it’s doable without anyone else or untold thousands of dollars in equipment. Oh well. When and if it comes my chops will be ready.
It’s day two of the three day holiday weekend and all is well. I think that I’ve actually slept the last two nights is counteracting some edginess I’m feeling. The edginess is almost certainly the result of the Welbutrin coupled with the reduced dose of Seroquel. Much preferable to the zombie doldrums I was living just a week or so back. I’m hoping that awareness of my shorter fuse will help me counteract any potential incidents. If I’ll slow down and think before I speak I’ve got a chance.
Went to the grocery store with Mom this morning. Didn’t phase me. Lots of times that’s a deal breaker, whether it’s due to irritability or depression. I almost enjoy going on days when it’s not absolutely run over with rednecks. I think the natives are recovering from yesterday so they aren’t charging the retail outlets first thing.
Today I guess I’ll play the guitar. I’ve made considerable progress, technically speaking. Don’t seem to be inspired to write much of anything though. Unfortunately I work strictly off inspiration. The perspiration always follows the muse. Sweat rarely gives rise to creativity, at least not in my case. In reality I’ve never been prolific. I was just hoping to move in that direction, mostly because it’s doable without anyone else or untold thousands of dollars in equipment. Oh well. When and if it comes my chops will be ready.