I continue to deal with an almost overwhelming sense of fatigue. This in spite of the fact that I’m getting some type of sleep to the tune of at least eight hours every night (and usually closer to 10) and most days take at least two one hour plus naps. I’ve noticed myself doing things that people do when they’re spent. Not bending my legs when trying to pick up something, but rather keeping my legs stiff and using my back. Reaching in all sorts of non-ergonomic ways. I went to grocery store with Mom and plodded along a zombie. I don’t know if everyone can tell but I sure feel conspicuous. Wooden, like someone who hasn’t had sex in a longtime, only stiffer and less alive than even that. God damn.
I continue to deal with an almost overwhelming sense of fatigue. This in spite of the fact that I’m getting some type of sleep to the tune of at least eight hours every night (and usually closer to 10) and most days take at least two one hour plus naps. I’ve noticed myself doing things that people do when they’re spent. Not bending my legs when trying to pick up something, but rather keeping my legs stiff and using my back. Reaching in all sorts of non-ergonomic ways. I went to grocery store with Mom and plodded along a zombie. I don’t know if everyone can tell but I sure feel conspicuous. Wooden, like someone who hasn’t had sex in a longtime, only stiffer and less alive than even that. God damn.