I haven't been here in a couple days, and I also haven't been taking my meds.

I figured I could do without them.

I figured I was strong enough to take life by the horns and ride the bull commando.

I guess I'm kinda admitting defeat.

I have so much pressure to perform at work in light of my arse of a GM. Yesterday, my brain was all over the place. I had no structure in my day, just heading to which fire threatened the most damage.

I am conceding, and popping the Lexapro, today.