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JOURNAL: from my cell phone part II

Posted Jan 23 2009 5:04pm

ick this sinus infection is pretty dumb. I had been on so much vicodin for the tooth issue that it masked the discomfort of my sinuses and now I feel like crap and I don't want to do anything not a damn thing at all. I don't know why this is but I am figifty and laying in bed with my beautiful little puppy girl snuggled next to me and I just don't want to do anything or be around anyone bc I know I am volitile right now so I keep to myself very much its a good plan really and it works for me and even when I am doing well and mentally sound I still like to just keep to myself and do homework. I am a homebody and all I would like is my little pup, some school activities, and occasionally my family. I I've so far away now that its hard to see my friends and I am oksy with my hermit-ness and I'm proud to be doing so well in class! and so we shall see about, wait, I have no idea what I was going to say ahahaha duh sinus infections stink owie so uncomfortable in your face really the on thing I don't like right now is that I am entering an obsessive state of mind you know how that is I get obsessive over something for a while and it is all consuming well now I am obsessed with the show House. I've been a fan for a while and like watching it but today I noticed it has gone to the "obsessive" level which is a real bummer bc I can see in myself that its not right how I feel so I try to hide it from others to protect my mom from worrying about me and I'm proud I can do that as well but like right now I can't watch House and there aren't any saved episodes on the DVR which is causing me to FREAK and panic over that like I need to see my shows I don't care if they are all reruns but I need to see them and I would watch them on my laptop but there isn't any internet and its like a crisis mode right now and shit I don't know what to do about that so I try to chill myself out but its such a weird extreme feeling

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